Enough already.......

I am once again back on antibiotics.  Seriously....enough already.  Can't I just feel well for 1 week?!  Even a day?!  My cough still persists and I have been sporting a low grade fever for a few days.  So BACK to the family doctor I went today.  More antibiotics and some other drugs and I was on my way again.  Oh and did I mention that I have NO voice?!  My legs are achy, I am exhausted and I'm SICK OF BEING SICK!!!!  I don't remember the last time I actually felt well.  Wednesday night I coughed so much I ended up throwing up my dinner and last night I spent half an hour dry heaving.  This is just not my week.  So more rest and more fluids and more "take it easy".  I am a McCrea.....I don't do "take it easy".  More people playing with my kids while I am in bed and more listening to Sam cry "Mama" when I can't do anything about it.  Sorry for the rant but I am just SO done with feeling like crap.  I want April to come, I want this all to be over and I want my life back.  At this point I know that's to much to ask but one day it will happen.  Each day I wake up and say "I'm one day closer".  Thank God February is a short month!!!  At this point my fight is exhausted and I'm a prisoner to my bed and bedroom (which I am growing to hate more and more).  Here's hoping I can start to feel somewhat human before the end of this long weekend so I can enjoy a bit of time with my kids and Kurt.  UGH!!!!!